IT'S STILL ME

Am I to say it's alright now
Am I to play this song alone now
And believe my words
Am I lying to say it ain't hurt
But my life I've spent here
Was full of dirt

Now myself, I'm free
Like a bird in the sky
All the things I left here
Are they worth to cry?
And believe my words
I've never felt so nice
All the shackles that bound me here
They're not anymore now

And if you look
Into your heart
You will see me walking by
Something has gone
But that's not all

I know there's something
Keeping going on

And it's still me

My senses faded and my makeup's flaked
My smile that's been so loud now
It's all away
And believe me now
If that's all I miss
Sweet little caress from you
And your beauty kiss

I'm not walking on the empty street
Sad or sore
I'm not singing my song for you, girl
Not anymore
And believe me now
I feel flying free
Something has left here but the truth is
That it's still me

LOOKING FOR YOU

I don't know how many times I was trying
How many tears I shed when crying
When everything I loved was always gone

How many times did I pray to Lord
For his mercy to save me from love
Cause in this world nothing lasts for good

I wanted to fly to the dark
To the darkest sky
Leave this world behind
And the time come by
There among the stars
To find you

And let the thousands of suns
And the thousands of lights
Let them breathe my love
In the holiest dance
Let them hear my prayer
Prayer for you

But I know that I can't stop trying
Though I may go wrong way for thousand times
And for the thousand first time fall

It may last for a million years
Wandering through this world, so cruel
I'll never stop looking for you

And when the world falls down
And no hope is around
And I become astray
In the darkest cloud
I know I'll always be
Looking for you

I know you're somewhere here
That you're looking for me
Then I can't stop believe
In your love for me
I know I'll always be
Looking for you

I know you're the only one
Glimpse of light that comes shine on me, my love
And from the first time there won't be doubt

I won't ever stray, won't ever fall down
Won't ever drink the pain and wail
And whole universe will shine from love

And when the world falls down…

DARK LAND

Step by step
Round the world
I walk on
Deep inside
In my heart
Is the light
Clean and strong

And there's a feel in my eyes
There's a dream in my arms
There's a pain in my mouth
And I walk around

The dark land
Nobody stands

Never-ending being of life
Inside

I'm passing by the land of dark
Against the time
Nobody knows where I go
Nobody knows if I came
And who am I

Perhaps I'm only thunder of bells
Only dark spectre
Or flash of light by half-opened window
Or word spoken in the ancient times
Maybe length extended
From star to star

FOLLOW ME

Follow me
Into the light
Believe me
The first time ever
In my life
The wind started to blow
And the spark
Set a fire
In the deep blue sea

Can you feel it
Like I feel it
There's a never-ending way
In front of us

Follow me
Into the day
And let your eyes see
And let your ears hear
The words are meaningless
Just let the moon shine
And your dreams
Let them quietly
Come to you

Can you feel it
Like I feel it
Don't you know, girl
It's our destiny

Follow me

FOREST

Forgive me everything I've done
Forgive me everything, I'm alone
Try to forget, throw away the key
Love is my relief

And leave me in the forest
Let me find the way

You gave me everything you had
Gave me any place you belonged
With all the things you believed
I could have never thought it was wrong

Leave me in the forest
I'll never see the light
Through the trees and all the leaves
I'll never find the path

See you on the other side in the sunrise
See you on the other side in the light

For my world, my lust
My God, my trust

My wings, my dreams
With my love
It all have disappeared

Forgive me everything, my love
Forgive me everything, my love
I know that I was very wrong
Just leave me there where I belong

Just leave me in my forest
Leave me in the dark
That's the place where all of my kind
Learn to find the life

See you on the other side in the sunrise
See you on the other side in the light

Am I always walking through this door?
Am I just deciding always wrong?
Is it just decision or is it fate?
Or there's hope it can be different way?

See you on the other side in the sunrise
See you on the other side in the light

GUNS AND BELLS

You can tell me
I'm the worst man
But you can't hold it
It's out of control now

I know it destroys me
I know it controls me
But it's that swamp I'm in
The one I feel right being in

And I will swill it to the bottom
Though I know it brings me gall
It breaks me down I feel so low
But so alive

You'll be hearing just guns and bells
You'll be feeling all the pain sets you free
But you'll never be free
Never gonna free
Never gonna free from the rhythm of
Your heartache

You know it's a sin
But I feel wealthy
By the wealth of sin
Then no on can help me

Once you taste her
When you feel her
One second of way there
And years and years of way back

And I searched beauty in a junk
I felt rainbow in this crap
The world I've seen was blue and green
And I felt so high

You'll be hearing just guns and bells
You'll be feeling all the pain sets you free
But you'll never be free
Never gonna free
Never gonna free from the rhythm of
Your heartache

COLD

Cold morning, the rain has poured on the roofs
And a melody has played in my head
The song we listened for so many times
And so many times danced on
The song has your face
And now it's turning pale

And I got no more strength to hang on a thin ice
I know that fall has to come though I'm so willing to fight
Where it did get lost, the spell we both lived for?
When came the while our tracks started to depart?

What am I to say
What am I to do

When all that I had
Has just left with you?
Now all things were said
All games they were played
And nothing else to be done
Has remained

And now it's all my blame
But after all, who's to blame?
Is this the way it should be,
Or it could be a different way?
Could I be willing to change it
If I knew then what I know now?
Could I say do you love someone
So much you let him go?

WAKE UP

Walking down the street tonight
I thought there wasn't a way to find
Did you see me?
My wrecked feelings?

Sometimes all seems to be wrong
Thinking you just can't go on
It's never ending
Like the colours freezing

And I was bare
I was lying to myself
My disease
There was no release in me

Carved in my past
And the pain in my chest
The sunrise was gone
In the freezing cold

And no stars to be fallen
Down on the ground
And no songs to be played
In the whore of the sound

But if you're here in my arms
If you see my blue eyes
If the world's yours and mine
There still has to be a chance

YOU

You're a flare in the air
You're a star to fall
You're a heart that bleeds
My way home

You're a wound that hurts
With a selfish pain
You're a cursed poison
Running through my veins

You're a sinister shade
In the darkest corner
Luring me don't stay, come

Your filthy mind
Behind your eyes
So innocent, and blind

You're clean, divine
You're wings to fly
You're a charming light
You're the whitest white

You're a tender kiss
Like a silent prayer
You're a shining sun
On a blue sky

And if you creep, and if you fly
And you're true, and if you lie
And if you smile, and if you cry
And if you live, and if you die

You're the one

You're a flare in the air
You're a star to fall
You're heart that bleeds
You're a way home

You're a tender kiss
Like a silent prayer
You're a shining sun
On a blue sky

And if you're real, and if you're fake
And if you give, and if you take
And if you sleep, and if you wake
And if you stay, you run away

You're the one
You choose the way
You're love, you're belief, you're light
You choose the way to be here
You're the one

GARDEN OF EDEN

SWEET LITTLE SISTER

Sweet little sister
Sleep and dream
And I will sing
My sweet little song

For You
To be here with me
When times go wrong
When there's no hope to see

My sister

May your dreams
All come true
My sister
May nothing
Wrong happen to you
My sister
There now
I'm here for you

My sister
Dream on